The pain of true love in the ruins:
Today I was officially got left by, my first true love. Our relationship was long and strong. I love him and will miss him for weeks to come. I wish I was given a second chance, but it’s now clear that, that won’t ever happen. I’ve never felt the way I do about Jacob, did about Jacob and will remain to feel about Jacob. Things got out of hand, we got in a rut and a routine. I felt as if nothing was wrong except for the fact that we hadn’t been spending enough time together. I loved being with him, in person. I loved how he called me every night. He always had my back and was the most supportive boy friend. Any woman would be more than blessed to have him in their life. He will never break your trust. I love him so much, still. The pain we both are suffering through is one that I will remember. Next time I’m in a relationship, this is what i’ll look back too. All I can think about is the many things I could do to get him back. Like, I could drive out to his house tonight when he’ll be home and just hug him and kiss him. But, no. Jacob had more reasons to leave than he did to stay, and I can not force someone to stay with me if they don’t want too. the connections I had with him, We shared friends, I love his family, I spent many nights at his house, cuddling. Bonding giving everything I have over to him. My passion will remain with me for a very long time. And I will always be here for him open hearted and open handed. I just wish I got a second chance.. New love awaits the both of us. And I can only wish the best for him. I hope this recovery process is one that goes quickly. I will always love you Jacob Charles Storm. -amanda
